Is this the end of the moment or just a beautiful unfolding of a love that will never be? Or maybe be?

Everything that I never thought could happen or ever come to pass and I wonder If maybe, maybe I could be all you ever dreamed.
Cause you are beautiful inside, so lovely and I can't see why I’d do anything without you, you are. And when I’m not with you I know that it’s true, that I’d rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling or is it just me bleeding all my thoughts and dreams in hope that you will be with me?